Love an angel story

helloo welcome back ooofffff wat a tough life, its realy very hard to find a job in dez days seriously. ktina mushkil hai na apni umeed banaye rakhna apni umeed se zayda apne parents ki umeed ko banaye rakhna.roz raat ko sone se pehle hum ye kaam se kaam 50 times god se kehte honge ki plzz god ye job dila do and piche se dad ye kehte rehte hai ki bus se chale jana jaldi pauch jayega and kaam se kaam ye interview to clear kar ke aana nahi to maat aana or kab hamare dad ki baatein gusse mei badal jaye ye to sirf god knows hena and fir raat ko jab job ki tension dimag mei hoti hai kisi se baat karne ka mann nahi hota or jis tym hume thode se confidence ki jrurt hoti h us tym hamari life ke sabse pyar insan ka call aata h and hum usse baat karte hai vo koi bhi ho sakta h(brother, sister, girl friend, boy friend or just a bst frnd) vo bahut sweetly hamara confidence badane ki koshish karte hai infact kabhi kabhi to vo ek pyare se bachpne ke andaz mei kehti h ki i'll pray for u my swthrt i know ki ye job sirf aapke liye hi bani hai.hehehehe hw sweet god bless all these kinds of ppls :)

sach mei life mei umeed hi kafi hai sirf jine ke liye and subah uthete hai mobile mei hum apni gf/bf ke gud moring msges kisses and swt si smiley dekhte hai toh its feel likes ki ye job ab toh meri hi hai isn't it.see ek choti si pyari si umeed hume kitna joshela bana deti hai hena hw sweet it was sach mei kabhi kabhi ek choti si cheezz hume khushi dene ke liye kafi hoti hai and jab hum travel kar rhe hote raste mei dekhte hai ki ek fully professinal boy with a black berry in his hands and properly dressed mobile pe baat karta hua i'll be there in just 10 mints tab tak sambhal lo hum ye dekh ke ye sochte hai ki kash humara tym aisa kab aayega.fir ek dum se interview ki tnsn aa jati hai interview office ke bahar ke bahar pauch ke sochte hai ki kash zayda log na aaye ho or jitne aaye ho sab mere se nalayak ho hehehehe hena...

u know mei toh hamehsa hi ye sochta hu or vaha pe jitne log baithe hote hai na unko dekh ke analyize karta rehta hu ki kaun intellignt lag raha hai kaun nahi kabhi aap bhi kar ke dekhna seriously u feel relaxed and super confident about urself.vaha jitne log aaye hote hai haar 5 mints mei watched dekhte hai or kehte hai kitna time waste karenge yaha aise log already ek job mei hote hai or sirf salary increase nahi hoti toh job change karne ki sochte hai, and kuch ek gals ka group hota hai vo toh vaha pe bhi pehle hair sambhalti hai and mirror mei face dekhti hai and interview mei jane se pehle sabse pehle naraz agar kisi aise cheez pe padh gayi jaise hair style, lipstik, earings, nail polish toh ada dissscusion isme hoga ki ye milega kaha se mujhe bhi chahiye hena and agr koi written test ho raha hoga toh idhar udhar dekhengi and bindas baith ke test dengi inme se kuch gals ho seriously job chahti hongi vo chup chap thodi se nervous mood mei kone mei khade rehti h and kosish karti hai ki hamari looks kharab na ho and sab kuch aacha ho jaye etc etc.u know aise galz ko ek baat ka darr jrur hota ki agar meine kuch galat bol diya toh kya hoga ye soch soch ke ghar se aati hai vo hena....and dusri taraf ek experinced ladki toh aise professionally ready hoke aati hai or hamre samne baithti hai toh humko aisa lagta hai ki ye job toh isko jrur milegi and hum apne se zayda usko dekh ke confident hote hai hena or kya...
and boys hahaha most interesting part kuch toh enter aise hote hai jaise vo yaha pe joining letter lene aaye hai bindas na kisi ka darr na kuch and kuch toh phone mei baat karte hue aate hai or pretend karte hai ki jaise vo time pass karne aaye hai yaha trying to be a dashing dude hehe..
and boys ki baaton ka topic hota hai ki pehle kaha kaam karte the fir koi kahega ki yaha abc co. mei toh fatak se kahenge ki areee is mei toh mera frind hai aise karte karte duniya ki har ek co. mei unki jaan pechan nikal aati hai amazing na and some fresher to itne darre hue and apne parents ke sath aate hai bechare job ka darr kitna ho jata hai na aajkal logo mei....

but in sab mei ek baat comman hai vo hai ki sab ko job sirf paisa kamane ke liye chahiye or shayd isliye bahut logo ko mayusi hath lagti hai.job ke baad jab ghar aate hai to parents ko batane mei darr lagta hai ki job nahi mili fir dant padhti hai and sari umeed tut jati hai jo subha ek pyari se smile se shuru hue thi vo ek na ki failse se tut jai hai or yahi nahi iska asar hum sab ke upar nikalte hai is ek na ki bhadas sab pe nikalte hai koi drink kar ke koi kisi se fite kar ke and bahut saree tarike h sabke apne apne.you know jab hum koi aisa kaam karne baithe hai na jisko karne se hamare andar junoon paida ho ussi kaam ko baar baar karne ka usse hume apni life ka way banna chahiye agar hum aisa karte hai na toh seriously hume money ko pane se zayda kaam ko karne ki khushi hogi or ye khushi humse jude kitne logo ko khush karne ke liye kafi hai hum jante hai.

hum jab kisi ko pyar karte hai toh pyar hume itna pagal kar deta hai ki uski koi limits nahi hoti par aisa kyu hota hai pyar mei pagal kyu ho jata hai insan bcz pyar hum sabko pasnd hai or jo cheez pasnd hoti hai usse pane ke liye hum kuch bhi karte hai and sabse badi baat usme umeed kabhi nahi tutti humesha hum yahi sochte hai ki sab theek hoga and bahut log aise faisle karte hai jo kabhi soche bhi nahi honge hena ye sab kyu kar jate hai hum jabki interview ki sirf ek na hume todhne ke liye kafi hoti vahi dusri taraf ek itna bada faisla hmm strange bt ture fact pyar mei aisa kya hai jisse hum usse hasil karne ka junoon hum ekuch bhi karva jata hai par ek interview mei nahi aisa kyu.i know aap sab ko ye dono baate alag alag lagagengi and bologe ki ye dono bahut alag baatein hai bahut differnce hai dono faislo mei hena but ek aisi cheez hai jo pyar mei hamare sath rehti hai par usse cheez ko hum interview ya humesha aise time pe apne se alag kar dete hai jab hamare liye testing times hota hai vo hai pagalpan madness.pyar mei pagalpan hi toh hai jo hum itna mabut rakhta hai hena, but hum ye pagalpan apne career mei lana bhul jate hai kyuki pehle parents fir relatives fir gf in sab ke iten sapne hamare andar hote hai ki pagalpan ki jagah hi nahi bachti.par agar hum kisi bhi kaam ko ek pagalpan se kare na toh koi bhi hume hara nahi sakta is pagalpan ko apna profession banao fir i'll bet ki jo hum chahte hai vo jrur hoga.and agar ye pagalpan hum kisi ke sath pyar mei dikha sakte hai toh mujhe nahi lagta ki ye pagalpan hum apne career mei bhi la sakenge. par bahut mushkil hai kisi cheez ke liye pagal pan apne andar jagana par its not impossible just do what you want to do it which always gives you confidence and feels like your born to do it make ityour profession thats pagalpan.

bahut umeed hai bahut badi life hai ek umeed khatam ho sakti hai par tut nahi sakti. agar ek umeed khatan ho jaye toh dusri umeed ek nayi subha ke sath jaag jati hai.theek hamari gf ke us smiley ke mesage ki tarah jo hume har interview dene ki subha milta hai interview chahe kaisa bhi ho kahi bhi ho kabhi bhi ho par vo smiley dena nahi bhulti vo pagalpan pan hai jo hamari mumma daily subha hume mandir se bhagwan ka ashirwad deti hai unko umeed hai ki is baar kamyabi jrur milegi ye pagalpan hi toh hai umeedo ka pagalpan jo kabhi nahi tuta par humse kyu tut jata hai.

SHITIJ KE LAZO MEI UMEED KO MAAT TUTNE DO UMEED HAI TOH LIFE MEI WAYS KHUD B KHUD BANTE RAHENGE.BUS JRURAT HAI TOH US PAGALPAN KO JAGANE KI JISSE HUM PYAR KARTE HAI THEEK USSE PAGALPAN KO APNE CAREER MEI LANE KI EK BAAR YE PAGALPAN HAMARE ANDAR PAIDA HO JAYE TOH HUMARA PROFESSION VAHI BAN JAYGA JO HUME KHUSHI DETA HAI TRY IT.........

hmmm to bhulna maat jaise bhi karke ye pagalpan jagao okzz..
take care
god bless u all...
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